the ramblings of a virtuous mumbler

2008-12-26T13:32:00.000-08:00

If you ask me about faith
I will tell you
That my faith has no name
I belong to no church, or religion
Every place on earth
Is my place of worship
All of gods names are my god names
Beyond name
It is what it is

If you ask me about where I come from
I will tell you, that I was born on an island
But I belong to all the people that live on this Earth
And all of Earths different places are my home

In my answers I feel freedom
I am no longer caged by nationality,
religion or politics

My home is this planet
And the universe the source of my faith

I am what I am

a place not far from here

2008-11-24T13:28:00.000-08:00

we love it, because it’s a home. we never had a home. they kept tearing up our streets and redeveloping our city and repainting our merlions and our orangutans and eradicating our dialects and squeezing the soul out of our tvs and forgetting that we need a home. God, we wish we had a home.

2008-10-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

2008-07-31T09:42:00.001-07:00

We are the unwilling led by the unworthy, doing the unnecessary for the ungrateful.

..............

2008-07-17T08:52:00.000-07:00

I know sometimes I make a hyperbole of the smallest matters;
but that's only because I alone live in my head.
The recent series of events would fit near-perfect in any obscure Indie coming of age script. Everything is falling into place and I'm beginning to feel comfortable in my own skin.
Identities and labels flushed down the WC,
along with soiled, decomposing tampons and day-old bile.
We've reached new heights and broken boundaries and we're still growing.
Life is peachy (once more) sans jealousy, sans possessiveness, sans restrictions.
I've been waiting for a break for the longest time and as luck would've had it,
it came in the form of a badly drawn boy with luscious locks with a million kisses to spare.
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny. Won't you tell me is that healthy?

my life as of now

2008-07-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

well, things are going well, m going to nie, went out with D again n bought 6 new CDs n+ a discman thing.
pretty glad tt i'm gonna be a teacher, relieved 4 a while n fell in love w the kids, though the pay isn't tt high, bt life is more than money, enough to live by is more than enough. According to D since he's studying law, he's gonna be rich, so i can be a poor teacher and live off him, fucker.

I still don't have any plans or my life, i mean except 4 travel, so i say i've found a good thing in nie.
i mean, when i was a kid i wanted to be catwoman, while everyone else wanted to be a nurse, teacher, doctor or soldier. in my teens i had a small idea of where to go, bt turned it down for jc. in jc, everyone knew what they were doing after a's bt me, almost went to apprentice with a friend in london in the middle of jc.
well compared to tattooing, my future does seem marginally brighter now, and much more respectable, bt i still wonder how different things would be now, if i was brave enough to go.

bt instead of regets, one shld count blessings. well, for one, nie makes evryone arnd me happy, and mb even myself. two, if i had left i would never have met D n thus would never have the longest relationship in my short span with D the crustie from bukit timah. third, by leaving jc, would never have made great friends and would never have truly discovered a love for art.

looking back at the eventful past two years, i have come to a realisation. i do not regret choosing tpjc at last minute instead of tp design and i have cleared up all lingering regrets about not leaving for london. thus i would say tt this phase of my life is complete, and 'm ready to move on.

2007-11-23T21:06:00.000-08:00

2007-11-23T21:02:00.000-08:00

sXe

2007-09-18T00:55:00.001-07:00

Hey, I was just thinking that maybe you don’t need to waste
Some of the best days of your lives, trying so hard to abide
By some preset list of rules
Talking about conviction
When you haven’t even been convinced of anything yet
Just stressing about letting down all of your friends
Its like having your mom pick out your clothes for you
You’re still too young to know where you stand on anything yet
And there is nothing wrong with that
It might be kinda fun to get to know yourself a little while
Take a left at every fork, stare into every cloud
On the journey to find what’s in your heart the only thing to be united with is that pulsing in your veins
But seriously, fuck all that for awhile
What’s the point of being a kid
If you are not gonna run wild and break every stupid rule
Even the ones that make those bands seem cool
You might as well hang out in church
Mark my words
There’s still so much that you have yet to learn
Your strongest beliefs the ones that will see you through
Will come to you when least expected
They can’t be forced, will not be shaped to fit
Truth does not come when called
And if you’re only young once and these days, they move so fast
Why would you waste one second of them
Falling in line, following rules
It sounds so simple but I know it’s fucking hard
It’s gonna take a little while to find out exactly who you are
But then maybe the day won’t come
When you have to turn your back
On all those things that you once stood for
Left behind like some old pile of shirts
I’ve seen it happen so many times before
Spit in the face of a sacred oath
That some of us took when ready

Why destroy cctv cameras

2007-08-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

Trust your instincts, but if you need intellectual justification
then:"The gaze of the cameras does not fall equally on all users of the street
but on those who are stereotypical predefined as potentially deviant, or through appearance and demeanour, are singled out by operators as unrespectable.
In this way youth, particularly those already socially and economically marginal,
may be subject to even greater levels of authoritative intervention and official stigmatisation,
and rather than contributing to social justice through the reduction of victimisation,
CCTV will merely become a tool of injustice through the
amplification of differential and discriminatory policing.
"an instrument of social control and the production of discipline;
the production of `anticipatory conformity`;
the certainty of rapid deployment to observed deviance and;
the compilation of individualised dossiers of the monitored population."
"The unforgiving Eye: CCTV surveillance in public space" Dr Clive Norris and Gary Armstrong of the Centre for Criminology and Criminal Justice at Hull University, UK. "What we have been able to show is that CCTV didn`t reduce crime - if anything it has increased - and it didn`t reduce fear of crime. If anything there was a slight increase in anxiety."

METHODS OF ATTACK.

3.1) Plastic bag.
Plastic bag filled with glue does the trick nicely. cheap and almost as effective as other short term techniques. Use Industrial grade bags which are thicker. Sometimes a camera going into repair will be `bagged` over, so visually its ambiguous. To Bag a camera theres a high chance that you can reach it with ease. If this is the case dont hesitate to smash the glass, lens and any other components. Dont bag it afterwards, people need to see the units smashed.Gives clear indication of inoperability.

3.2) Sticker and tape.Placing of sticker or tape over lense.Good training activity.Gives clear indication of inoperability.

3.3) Paint gun.Use a childs power water pistol with household paint.Fast, fun and easy method - Highly recommended.Easy to disable many cameras in a short period of time. a typical one hour action can easily take out 10 cameras.Carry reserve paint in plastic containers.Filter paint to remove lumps to avoid blocking gun.Go for lense first and then cover the rest of the camera and surrounding area.Clear indication of inoperability, plus draws further attention to the camera.Camera is easily cleaned so only effective for short time only.We used super soaker SC 400 - 2000 Edition camoflaged for urban night actions.With a 50/50 mix of water based house paint (emulsion) and water we could hit targets easily at 4.5m above the ground.Such a paint mixture totally obscures view through glass lense cover once applied.Be prepared to get splattered: use disposable clothing.No climbing required.

2007-07-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

sung, u wanted to read rite? i dunno how to archive, sorry haha

2007-07-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

i’m sitting at starbucks. my last day of work was yesterday. My boss doesn’t seem to like the idea of me working while studying, so I currently have no idea what I’m gonna do during the holidays before the A levels. So i grabbed sung’s laptop ( on loan to me till he comes back from Lombok) and visit a WiFi enabled cafe in town. i'm meeting them at 10 to go to attica. Yesterday, i skated at memo the whole evening until my friend asked me to accompany her to ngee ann city, to buy a dress from zara.

I love working actually; some people say that it’s my excuse for not having a boyfriend. Maybe they're right, but small portion of course as i always defend myself. So, here i am checking my zillions of emails in my web-inbox from advertisers, spammers, acquaintances and friends, and finishing a piece for dave’s girl’s birthday. Hey, this is sleeping to dream- Jason Mraz, not bad at all…in fact, I going to download it.

It’s quite hot actually. Me just wearing skate brand t-shirt (as always) and ordinary jeans. Ordered a double mocha to keep my mouth busy. Too sweet, just the way i like it... hehe. I sat in the corner, the red sofa.. At least my butt won't get hurt sitting for the next few hours. It’s quite crowded; thank God i got myself a chair. Many people with their friends, mistresses (quite obvious old dudes!) and some just business partners.

i enjoy watching their faces, their gestures to each other, the way they dress up in the name of social-be-known. What’s that on their heads are they the tiny little sprinkles in my daily bread, no one knows what's on their heads eh? Is this the day that "the one" stops at my little window-pane? Perfect make-up, smart outfit, heavenly bodies and branded bags going in and out this cafe door. others also having their daily caffeine dose, with ordinary t-shirts, some with odd sentences, with white sneakers they’re just making up the scene, my scene.

Maybe I’m selfish, having this 4 seater all to myself. or they're just being stupid and not asking if they could have the other chairs or just pull them out. Whatever. It’s getting dark and my watch showing 8.30pm, Mmph.. javier's picking me up at 9, going back to change and meeting them at 10. Some people smile and nod at me, I have no idea what's that supposed to mean. Humans are just puzzling to me, as always.

But as i take myself "out of the shell" i realize that life doesn't care whether you're down and in pain, it still spins and gives you a “who gives a shit” look. So, why should we care about the world? Being ourselves is the most precious thing we have. Why should we hide ourselves inside and play ordinary humans out there? Even God can't change us into something we don't want to be. He can only show us the door and wait for us to walk through it.

be sad, be hurt, be happy, be narcissistic, be materialistic, be cynical, be helpful, be the joke, be angry all the time, be wise, be cheerful, be attractive, be a bitch, be a holy man (holier than the Pope), be naive, be childish, be a workaholic, be an alcoholic, be freakin' rich, be poor, be a thief, be a serial killer, be a single killer, be psychotic, be political, be smart, being dumb, being odd, or just a geek or a geeky geek, it's your choice.

2007-04-25T20:09:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-25T20:08:00.000-07:00

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i shot john lennon

2007-04-21T22:37:00.000-07:00

Have I told you
the sky is dead.
I killed it.
I told it to go to hell.
It was my fault.
I shot it.
I hated it.
I loved it.
I was scared.
My sword is far to small to smuggle the moon.
So i borrowed yours.
The blood upon my hands is now yours.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

P.S I shot John Lennon.

she only wears socks when it snows.

annabel

2007-03-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

She’s a product of an ’elite’ schooling system
(RGS and Hwa Chong Junior College),
an accomplished pianist and violinist,
a national scholar,
a gang-rape survivor
AND yes, she’s also a world famous porn star.
She embodies intellect that's respectable,
non-conformity that's admirable,
and courage that's unfathomable.
Annabel Chong is uniquely Singaporean.
She is so much more than porn;
she is emancipated
recognition of her is long overdue.
Thanks, Annabel.

blah blah blah

2007-03-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

no, i'm not dead yet.
i've just been really bogged down
by realationships, stress and problems that evryone seems to be having.
like people.

hah.
seriously.
people relations are such a headache.
knowing people for contacts.
talking to people cause
they are of good use.

and you know la
people.
c r a z y ones.

people get angry.
people get mad.
people get crazy.
people get sad.

that's why i like me.

i like my space.

enough nonsense.
sung come home.
jacinta, come home.
and don't go back,
wait 4 december.

funny dude

2007-03-25T22:13:00.001-07:00

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not flunk;
He keepeth me from lying down when i should be studying,
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break;
He restores my faith in study guides.
He leads me to better study habits,
For my grades' sake.
Yea,tho'i walk through the valley of borderline grades,
I will not have a nervous breakdown;
For thou art with me;
My prayers and my friends, they comfort me.
Thou givest me the answers in moments of blankness;
Thou annoinest my head with understanding.
My test paper runneth over with questions i recognize.
Surely passing grades and flying colours shall follow me
All the days of examinations
And i shall not have to dwell in college
Forever!
Amen.

lost fotos

2007-03-25T22:01:00.000-07:00

went to redang with the yi brothers sung n wang last year, found some unposted fotos in my thumbdrive. haha none taken by me! note, didn't skip school or anything, the dates on his ancient camera was wrong. haha

haha

2007-03-21T03:42:00.001-07:00

damn cool!

2007-03-04T05:27:00.000-08:00

commisioned shoes plus new(ish) skateboard

2007-03-04T04:50:00.000-08:00

musings

2007-02-26T23:56:00.000-08:00

blame it on the weather,
it started in 2002,
when i had bad dreams,
of flying elephants,burning shopping malls,
and of course, death.
every once in a while,
death wants to be my buddy.
so i make him a princess
in the reaches of my not so sane mind.

and of course there's milo, my pet mouse.

the world moves, so fast,
so chaotic, so weirdly.
we struggle, we fall,
we celebrate, we destroy.
memories become the best times of our lives,
and tragedy the worst, indirectly.

and of course there's milo, my pet mouse,
he died.

quote...

2007-02-18T23:31:00.000-08:00

people who take life lightly,
with their narrow,
presumptous, eager minds, want a conclusion
to everything;
they look for the meaning to life, and the
dimensions of infinity.
and with their hands, with their
helpless little hands, they take a fistful of sand,
and they tell the ocean;
"i'll count the grains along your shore'
but as the grains run through their fingers,
and the counting takes so long,
they falter and they weep, they weep,
do you know what you should do on the
seashore?
you should kneel upon it,
or take a walk.

--flaubert's letters

quote frm somewhere

2007-02-12T20:02:00.000-08:00

i sometimes think of leaving my house
with only enough to fit in my suitcase
and just walking where my feet take me.
i want to live. i want to see.
i don't want to be a productuion tool.

the only times we get to live,
are when
we're too young too appreciate it,
or too old to do some things.
we aren't human anymore.
we're nametags, ID numbers, bar codes, statistics.
there are good things about capitalism,
but this is one of its downfalls,
when humans become another commodity.

it's coloured our educatioal and religious systems.
it is an integeral part of this society.

and, its killing me.

--

damn powerful rite?

note

2007-02-08T21:18:00.000-08:00

i noe, i din post fotos of me, still waiting 4 the guys to send me the fotos with me in them, will post soon!!!

fotos

2007-02-08T21:15:00.000-08:00

mike, an ang moh we met in bali. nice guy, bought me a beer haha

sung on bike

2007-02-08T21:11:00.000-08:00

japanese dudes we met 2

2007-02-08T21:10:00.000-08:00

some japanese dudes we met

2007-02-08T21:07:00.000-08:00

thoughts

2007-02-05T00:16:00.000-08:00

I’m sitting at starbucks. my last day of work was yesterday. My boss doesn’t seem to like the idea of me working while studying, so I currently have no idea what I’m gonna do during the holidays before the A levels. So i grabbed sung’s laptop ( on loan to me till he comes back from Lombok) and visit a WiFi enabled cafe in town. i'm meeting them at 10 to go to attica. Yesterday, i skated at memo the whole evening until my friend asked me to accompany her to ngee ann city, to buy a dress from zara.

I love working actually; some people say that it’s my excuse for not having a boyfriend. Maybe they're right, but small portion of course as i always defend myself. So, here i am checking my zillions of emails in my web-inbox from advertisers, spammers, acquaintances and friends, and finishing a piece for dave’s girl’s birthday. Hey, this is sleeping to dream- Jason Mraz, not bad at all…in fact, I going to download it.

It’s quite hot actually. Me just wearing skate brand t-shirt (as always) and ordinary jeans. Ordered a double mocha to keep my mouth busy. Too sweet, just the way i like it... hehe. I sat in the corner, the red sofa.. At least my butt won't get hurt sitting for the next few hours. It’s quite crowded; thank God i got myself a chair. Many people with their friends, mistresses (quite obvious old dudes!) and some just business partners.

i enjoy watching their faces, their gestures to each other, the way they dress up in the name of social-be-known. What’s that on their heads are they the tiny little sprinkles in my daily bread, no one knows what's on their heads eh? Is this the day that "the one" stops at my little window-pane? Perfect make-up, smart outfit, heavenly bodies and branded bags going in and out this cafe door. others also having their daily caffeine dose, with ordinary t-shirts, some with odd sentences, with white sneakers they’re just making up the scene, my scene.

Maybe I’m selfish, having this 4 seater all to myself. or they're just being stupid and not asking if they could have the other chairs or just pull them out. Whatever. It’s getting dark and my watch showing 8.30pm, Mmph.. javier's picking me up at 9, going back to change and meeting them at 10. Some people smile and nod at me, I have no idea what's that supposed to mean. Humans are just puzzling to me, as always.

But as i take myself "out of the shell" i realize that life doesn't care whether you're down and in pain, it still spins and gives you a “who gives a shit” look. So, why should we care about the world? Being ourselves is the most precious thing we have. Why should we hide ourselves inside and play ordinary humans out there? Even God can't change us into something we don't want to be. He can only show us the door and wait for us to walk through it.

be sad, be hurt, be happy, be narcissistic, be materialistic, be cynical, be helpful, be the joke, be angry all the time, be wise, be cheerful, be attractive, be a bitch, be a holy man (holier than the Pope), be naive, be childish, be a workaholic, be an alcoholic, be freakin' rich, be poor, be a thief, be a serial killer, be a single killer, be psychotic, be political, be smart, being dumb, being odd, or just a geek or a geeky geek, it's your choice.

fotos 3

2007-02-04T23:16:00.001-08:00

locals

2007-02-04T23:16:00.000-08:00

fotos 2

2007-02-04T23:15:00.000-08:00

fotos!

2007-02-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

more fotos

2007-01-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

damian. looks bloody gay sia!

darsana

foto's long due

2007-01-25T02:02:00.000-08:00

sung and his dream surfboard.
ended up getting a second-hand, like me. haha

drunk????

2006-12-08T22:27:00.001-08:00

Skateboarding is a very fun and challenging sport.
It forces you to be edge of space and back, mainly because of the taste of strawberries.
Jumping up and down, trying kungfu maneouvuers on a piece of wood, or maybe even acting like a flamingo.
It also helps to act relaxed when playing this, skateboard, because then people will call you a very popular energy drink thats brown and it's surname is cola, but of course with the word sty in front, wondering if its pig sty.
if you have been watching Television,
then playboy magazine can be used to clean the rail before applying wax,
unlike gatsby, this wax doesnt provide excellent hold, instead, it makes you fly.
Probably because of the molecular structure that causes birds to fly.
when asked how is the weather, rain is out of the answer.
The internet is a valuable resource,
if you were wondering, that is where most people go to find videos.
Similar to most sporty lifestyle leading peoples,
Skateboarders also need to buy textbooks and read,
the latest news and latest things that you buy to playing this skateboard,
but main gear differentials between is actually we are not called jocks
even though we are playing this skateboard everyday.
we dont pump iron, or pump tire, or pump ball,
actually, if you want to pump, it involves your knees,
velocity, momentum and mostly picking your nose at the right moment
to cause the miniramp to jump with joy,
and maybe a noseblunt will appear to give you good luck. mostly,
these kungfu actions also cause muscles to grow,
unlike wushu, we do not aim to protect ourselves,
instead, we want to harm others ledge.
this is because, if you mix wax and ledge in equal parts,
fun and laugher will be caused to jump out of the ground and into your legs
and sometimes your wallet will say, maybe i want to buy a drink.
this is bring me to next point, which is sports makes you thirsty,
this is because skating causes long term exposure to the sun
that can cause vitamin E-eeeeyerrrr AIR BABI.
but when rains come, we go underground, interesting right?
skateboarders are also like moles who go under the ground to play.
if not, we will buy drink sit down, read textbook,
or let your ears talk to each other with your ear phones
through the information highway known as the brain.
also, one man with long hair like to scold vulgar during a game played on table
made in far away lands that need to knock black and white men
into the table at the corner where strategicallly a net is placed to collect them.
sometimes when there is a loser,
it is custom to buy a drink for the winner,
which is a person, not chio.
but next time i tell you that story,
not the maple kind, just old man type.
anyway, i want to do some private activity that involve a pole.
i think its called play pool what are you thinking?!
this is superman say bye bye

more pics b4 i leave again

2006-12-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

some random pics

2006-12-08T05:53:00.000-08:00

update

2006-11-16T18:25:00.000-08:00

okay, i believe that i'm sucessfully over that weird online quiz addiction,
ran about 12km yesterdsay evening, timing wasn't that bad,
completed it in half an hour, still gotta improve though,
have to really train, if i'm gonna run in the standard charterd this year...
not sure if i'm gonna run though, might decide to go surfing in bali instead,
bye bye javier's money. haha
but if i run next yr, will be able to run the full 42.125 km.
psycho! psycho! torture urself 4 one lousy t-shirt!, well that's that

still in the throes of in decision about canoeing though...
and about thr knee surgery, damn scared...
should i go ahead with it?
or live life with a loose flap of cartiledge in my knee, haha
well i guess the choice is damn obvious.

can't wait to go to khoa lak with you guys man!
remeber our last trip, and the vodka oraanges we tried to smuggle there?
oh my god, damn funny.
what ever, gonna go for my morning run now,
later dudez.

oh NO!!!!

2006-11-12T00:33:00.000-08:00

Your Brain is 20% Female, 80% Male

You've got the brain of a manly man
Feelings, schmeelings... tears aren't for you.
You could break both legs and not get misty eyed.
A great problem solver, nothing ever phases you.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

addicted to quizes!!!!

2006-11-12T00:29:00.000-08:00

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic

At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung

You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping

Your caffeine addiction level: high

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

YAY!!!

2006-11-12T00:22:00.001-08:00

Your Vocabulary Score: A-

Congratulations on your multifarious vocabulary!
You must be quite an erudite person.

How's Your Vocabulary?

what the?!?!

2006-11-12T00:22:00.000-08:00

You Date Like a Man

According to studies on dating, you date like a man.
You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time.

Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you.
And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while).

You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it.
You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

Superheros and villians

2006-11-04T01:06:00.000-08:00

2006-11-02T23:01:00.001-08:00

more pics!!!!!!

pics

2006-11-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

haha, some pics

i'm baaaack

2006-10-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

hey dudes, havn't posted in a way long time, anyway, life has been good.
passed my promos, even got a freekin B! in CHINESE!!!!
hahahaha
yeah, plus, my dad bought a friggin mac!
bloody helll!
and i went skateboarding today! with my brother.
hahahaha
yay!
exams are soooo over!~!!!
yay!
going to JC2 next year!!!!
"life tastes good, coca-cola"

hahahahaha

2006-08-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha
it's official, i'll be joining the army half marathon!
cool!
but the t-shirt is damn ugly man. (see picture above)
cho yee and i went to sign up today, at the tampines SAFRA,
and we were damn "scared" cuz we heard that some dude from our school got bashed by some ITE ppl cuz of a staring incident.
so we came up with a few strategies to keep ourselves frm gettingbeaten up:
1. just keep looking at the ground
2. act blur
3. act stupid
4. act like a nerd
5. only used as a LAST resort, RUN AWAYYYYYY!!!!!!!

hahahahahahaha

the other day, went out with the art peeps,
went to watch the lake house,
so romantic man...
1,2,3 lets go, AWWWWWW.....
kkz, more on that another post..
post again soon.

long over due fotos!

2006-07-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

bloody EXes

2006-07-11T06:36:00.000-07:00

oh god, i so hate guys. i totally don't understand them at all. i mean dude, we broke up a month ago, so what gives you the right to act all pissed off when you see me with another guy? especially since that guy, is my best friend. not like i was ur first relationship or anything what. oh sure, i'd call you after that especially ugly breakup we went through, if you cared so much, why didn't YOU call me? fuck. now becuz of u ash doesn't wanna go anywhere with me, why the hell, did you have to punch him? ARSeWipe. btw, i hope you read this and reflect on your BLEEDING actions.
DON"T CALL ME ANYMORE!
arghz.

Happy birthday to me!

2006-07-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

GEE, i'm seventeen man!
Time really flies, seems like it was only yesterday that i was on my way to school, for the first day in PL secondary. Now? i'm already in JC1, man, time really flies. wonder whether i'll still today when i'm 78.
crazy birthday celebrations man...
max and the dudes threw me one crazy birthday party man, loads of alcohol, loud music, i mean the total works. went to school with one MAJOR hangover today.

i type about the school stuff another day, time to take some panadol and hit the bed.

2006-06-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

heyz, life is pretty good, so far, skating, little bit of jamming, spot of surfing evident in the near future... love the holidays! i just realized how much i like seng kang... all the open fields... it kinda makes me sad to think that sometime in the near future, HDB blocks are gonna come up near those beloved empty fields where my friends and i play soccer. when i look out at those fields, it kinda gives me a sense of freedom, u know, like there are still open places in Singapore, where u can look over without having any buildings pop up i the horizon.

the other day, Nate n i were discussing the possibility of going for a dive to pulau Aur somewhere at the end of the month, anyone in? havn't been to pulau Aur for quite a while kinda miss the clear blue waters and all the cool stuff under them.
when u dive, u never want to get up, you actually envy the fish for being able to live in such a great place...

went out with ade, xiu and dawn yesterday, i realized how much i actually miss my secondary school friends... okay, so JC is great, the people are fun, but i still mis my beloved PL!(never thought i'd ever say this)
i can't belive that i actually went to JC to prove that i wasn't just a brain-dead skateboarder. okay, so my parents did have something to do with this JC thing, and there were other reasons, that i can't remember, but i can't believe i was so brain-dead... ARGHZ... logging off now... write somemore another day. BB

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2006-04-28T19:44:00.000-07:00

hey DUDES!!! yesterday was TPJC runway, and much to my total surprise, against all odds, they actually managed to pull it off, and this is like good news, as becuz of this, we'll get to organize one next year!!! yay!
it was actually pretty cool, not at all boring, except 4 the lousy sound system...
the clothes weren't too bad too, but 4 some reason, debra who we all thot was the best model didn't win any thing, and this freeky girl who bears total resemblence to a mechanical twig actually won something... SHEESH.

2006-04-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

okay... i'm officially slacking off in JC... was supposed to clear my homework and actually start revising during the weekend, but what did i actually do? i SLACKED OFF!!! let me recount wahat i did... friday nite, went out with jaz, nic and the guys, to check out some band at prince of wales, tumbled into bed at around 3 plus, AM ! at least i didn't get too drunk. saturday, woke up at 12plus, tried to do homework for an hour or so, and then, who but STUPID Ridzuan banged on my front door, ended up going to play soccer with him and the guys... SHEESH. my day ended in tradgedy man, a little homework done, and a whole lot of brusies and cuts... i totally decided to study on sunday, but after church, DAMIAN insisted that i would have time for work later, and dragged me to pizza hut. Okay, so it was fun, SO what! no time to do homework k! then at 12, when i was trying to do geog, who would call, but ish, to play SOCCER! hell, soccer is the bane of my life... the cause of my slackering ways, and its prob gonna make me fall asleep in class! NO MORE SOCCER!!!!!!!

haiz, i really miss the good ole days in PL, where sleeping or reading or spacing out in class wasn't an offence, and homework could be copied, or not done at all, and when we used to sneak food into class, or how we kept all our books under our table, and on the last day of school, you could see ppl lugging home boxes full of books, and rubbish like that...

oh well, to all those other ppl suffering in JCland out there, all i can say to you is JIA YOU!!!! suffer thru 1 and a 1/2 more years and it'll be over!

ARGHZ!!!!!

2006-04-05T03:25:00.000-07:00

OMG! JC IS SO HECTIC ARGHZ!!!! I'VE GOT SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO AND NOT ENOUGH TIME! okay, should stop the caps. JC life is so different from secondary school life man... i remember the good old days back in PL, no need to do homework, after school we could hang out and stuff, next day just copy the homework at school... but JC is so different. if u don't do tutorials, you don't understand anything, CULTURESHOCK!!!! first time in my life i come home everyday, and just start doing homework... i've got NO semblance of a life. thank god for those mini-class outings and those late-night excursions with max, or i would just being seeing school, bus, home everyday till the weekend...

one more thing about my school, i realized it's kinda like a party school of something, i've been in this school for like total of what 2 weeks? and i've already gotten like emails in my acc. for weird stuff like parties at zouk, MoS and stuff... weirdest thing is that it's the school period now, not the holidays... wonder whats gonna happen during the holidays man...

i think i'm coming down with a flu... i can't breathe properly... must be that day lah... played soccer in the rain with max and co. SHEESH... why do we keep doing idiotic things like that? GOD KNOWS man.

random stuff

2006-04-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

YAY!
my class is fun. when i first saw my class, i thought they were like super boring, but actually, they're fun. i mean yeah, real funny and stuff...
but if we keep going out like that, i think i'll be totally broke by the end of the year...
yepz...
we went to swensens on the first "class outing" if you could call that one... then pizza hut...
so all u concerned friends out there don't worry man, TPJC is actually quite fun after all!

anyway, on to other stuff... met Far the other day, quite weird right? after like so many years, gonna play soccer together another day. must meet up man all of the crappy ppl... so sad we lost contact after boxing together for like how many freaking years..

also, went out with cat and yixiu on sat... spent lots of my paycheck... burnt a hole in my pocket.
you know what, the coffee bean has pretty good sandwiches, better than deli's if i may say so.
the salad dressing is real Good!

2006-03-27T00:35:00.000-08:00

ahh... thailand was great! khai and i took train up to thailand during the march hols... stopped over at langkawi to dive 4 a day. freaky man, train ride was like 32 hours, all the way to bangkok.
but i was totally worth it, i'd forgotten how alive thailand is. been in singapore for too damn long... s'pore is like the city with no soul, you know... when u go to other places like bangkok, london or even KL, u can see how different its is.
the diving was what i went there for though...
when u get into the ocean, its like a totally different world, u actually envy the fish for being able to live there. it's beautiful, the colours just draw you in, u wish u could stay there forever. for all of you who don't dive, i really think you should try it at least once. everyone should dive at least once in your life, it's an experience you'll never forget.
evryone was damn worried when i said i was going to thailand, but see, i'm not DEAD! the protests weren't that bad, but i guess i wouldn't know, i went to bangkok for a day only... spent most of my time in Khao Lak... can't tell you how much i missed the place. it's the first time i went back since the tsunami, it's quite different now... still overun by 'angmoh's' but what the hell, almost all of asia's that way... yep... i had a great holiday, really wish i could have stayed on.

my next backpacking trip is gonna be in june... probably going to vietnam and Laos... anyone wanna come?

2006-03-04T02:25:00.000-08:00

okay! great. got a blog! my first post, andihavenothingtotype. dammit. still feeling miserable, lost my wallet the day b4 yesterday... CURSE U! whoever who took my wallet. may u die of running nose and stub ur toe... went 4 a steamboat thing with the deli. ppl... thought i was full, but the stupid metabolism reared its pimply head again, and only 2 hrs after i was hungry again... had towake up in the bleeding middle of the nite just to eat instant mee... dammit...